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what happened to nexus!?!
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[06 Feb 2004|04:28pm] |
It was always kind of friends only.
But leave a comment and I'll add you!
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[06 Feb 2004|03:34pm] |
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oo wow, look how perty my journal is!! Id like to thaaaank katie for making it so goddamn perty!!!!!!!
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[02 Feb 2004|07:44pm] |
I dont wanna be home.
I have to come home to grove.
I have to wear clothes.
I have to shower.
I have to put makeup on.
I have to go to school.
arg!!!
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[24 Dec 2003|12:01pm] |
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CHRIIIIIIIISTMAS!
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[11 Nov 2003|01:43am] |
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i am defintly an alcohalic.. that or a drunken slut =o
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| wut happend? |
[01 Nov 2003|05:09pm] |
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what the fuck happened lastnight... ooo jesus.. im definitly done drinking now..no more.. im a skank =O =$
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[11 Oct 2003|11:07am] |
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this years love- david grey |
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its been a fuckin month... why cant the pain just end? i dont even know what to do with myself anymore, no matter what i do the pain doesnt go away... why did i let myself get into this again? fuck.. make it go away =(
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| i cant even fuckin handle this anymore.. =( |
[13 Sep 2003|11:11am] |
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And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
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| I WANT JON TO COME HOME!!!! =( |
[31 Jul 2003|12:42pm] |
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There are few things pure in this world anymore,
and home is one of the few.
We'd have a drink outside,
maybe run and hide if we saw a couple men in blue.
But to me it's so damn easy to see
that true people are the people at home.
Well I've. been away but now I'm back today,
and there aint a place I'd rather go.
I feel home,
when I see the faces that remember my own.
I feel home,
when I'm chillin outside with the people I know.
I feel home,
and that's just what I feel.
Home to me is reality,
and all I need is something real.
Feelin alright, headin out tonight,
maybe off to a dark driveway.
I say now some feel bored,
and some are lookin for more.
Well, we all just decide to stay.
We got nothin to do,
and I look at you
I see something that I know and love.
and with the crack of a smile we all stay a while
we know from home there aint nothing above.
Well in the end we can all call a friend
well that's something I know as true.
And then a thousand years and a thousand tears
I'll come back to my original crew
cuz to me throughout eternity
there's somewhere where you're welcome to go
I said it's something free that means a lot to me
when I'm with my friends I feel home.
I feel home,
when I see the faces that remember my own
I feel home,
when I'm chillin outside with the people I know.
I feel home,
and that's just what I feel.
because home to me is reality,
and all I need is something real
Home to me is reality,
and all I need is something real
I feel home.
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[23 Jun 2003|01:37am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
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| ooooo ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhh yes |
[06 Jun 2003|04:20pm] |
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haha im booooored and in such a gooooood moooooooooooooood..... why... you ask? ITS A SECRETTTT ;)
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| death... |
[16 May 2003|06:16pm] |
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RIP Jay Drew... we'll never forget you!
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[25 Oct 2002|01:21am] |
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5 days in may-blue rodeo |
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holy shit its been awhile, i dont really got much to say cuz im pretty tired and shit but ya.. umm.. whats new in my life .. not a whole lot im over jon...which is pretty good, im goin camping tomorrow which shall be sweet.. i guess. its gonna be cold considering its fucking october...but it will be interestomg. im fucking tired i needa go to bed i will write more tomororw.. if i rememver
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| ewww i feel sick. |
[08 Sep 2002|12:29pm] |
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Waiting, watching the clock. It's four o'clock.
It's got to stop. Tell him. Take no more.
She practices her speech as he opens the door, she rolls over.
Pretends to sleep as he looks her over.
She lies and says she's in love with him. Can't find a better man.
She dreams in color, she dreams in red. Can't find a better man.
Can't find a better man. (x2)
Ohh...
Talking to herself, "There's no one else who needs to know," she tells herself. Oh...
Memories back when she was sure and strong and waiting for the world to come along.
Swears she knew him now she swears he's gone.
She lies and says she's in love with him. Can't find a better man.
She dreams in color, she dreams in red. Can't find a better man.
She lies and says she still loves him. Can't find a better man.
She dreams in color, she dreams in red. Can't find a better man.
Can't find a better man. (x2)
She loved him, yeah. She don't want to leave this way.
She feeds him, yeah. That's why she'll be back again.
Can't find a better man. (Can't find a better man) (x3)
Can't find a better man.
Ohh... ohh...
Uh huh... (x6)
I NEED HELP!!!! I CANT GET OVER HIM!
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| round 2....done |
[14 Aug 2002|07:53pm] |
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And its over.. me and jon broke up... kinda sucks.. even tho im not really that upset at all.. cuz there is nothing i can do about it and i saw it coming..things werent the same anymore and we were aruguing all the time.. the part that pisses the fuck outta me is that i almost fucked him and jens house... almost.. but i said no cuz i didnt want too in jens basement.. and he would have done this to me.. 2 days later... like wtf.. fuck im done with boys.. i give up they hurt too much...
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| Lord Of The Rings... |
[14 Aug 2002|02:55pm] |
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I just finished watching lord of the rings,we like own it and it was the first time i had watched it... its such a good movie. I think im gonna have to watch it again to completely understand it.. im sooo emotional today!!!! I think its cuz im like goin away tomorrow and i get really homesick so im kinda like getting worked up. For some reason the day before i go away i always get really emotional. Like before i went to camp i was emotional.. and i dont even know why. Like right now, im like bawling for no reason, Im just bawling...odd. AHHHH I WANNA STOP THIS IS PATHETIC!!! well im gonna go i will write one more entry before i leave.
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